Daily Thinspo.

Okay, I've done it.

I went and spent the day on a binge! Mostly fruit, veggies, deli meat, and cheese. I'm such a fat piggy. I'm a disgusting cow. I'm 100 calories over my fitness pal's caloric allowance for the day and it's only 4:30 PM. I didn't even purge! Piggy piggy piggy. I have to stop eating NOW! Guess what set this off? I got on the scale this morning to read the same weight I've seen for three fucking days. Now it will not change for the good tomorrow either, I'm sure. I hate myself.

Fuuuck.

I am trying so hard not to binge right now. :/

Yes!

I'm so proud of myself! For the last three days I have been using www.myfittnesspal.com as a food dairy and today I managed to have the lowest calories. Almost at my daily ultimate goal for caloric intake.

Unwanted advice.

Yesterday or prehaps the day before I "liked" Pro Ana sites on my FB page and so a girl I'm friends with (on the Internet) brings it up in a group we are both in and I get bashed for a few hours. FML.

I hope so.