Gone so long.

I've been in and out of the hospital. :/ I'm currently purging + restricting pretty well. Down 10 pounds. They think I might have D.I.D. That's like multiple personality disorder. I don't deny this is likely true. I was at a hospital in New Orleans, LA.

On to brighter things, my diet. I've decided to pre-plan what I may have to eat each day and try to eat as little of it as possible. I really need to stop the vomiting as it's causing me a lot of pain. I'm drinking a lot of fluid, unsweetened iced tea  and water. That does fill me up. Hopefully soon the tens place on my scale will finally read "39". I can't want to get to the thirties.

Reading through these old posts I really feel like a cow. The intent was there but I just couldn't make it. I think I can now.