I'm a mess.

I'm such a mess. I really wish V could stay home and

take care of me. I'm very frightened to be in this house. I really should try to get up, get my shit together and take G out somewhere. Since I woke up so early we will more than likely sit around and watch the Disney Channel shows on Netflix. I wish we could go into the city this weekend. We just went last weekend though so I know it's off the table. I just love Manhattan. I want to people watch. To sip tea in Alice's Tea Cup. I'd even like to take in a museum. Or perhaps take G+J to CMOM. Back to today though...whatever will I do to feel safe and pass the time?

I must say I am happy I have been up for nearly 3 hours and have only consumed water (+ meds).