I want this so badly! I hope I can succeed this time. Before I turn 30. My LAST chance. Please let me not be a failure. I can do this. I want to shop at J. Crew. I want to wear tutus. I want to wear short skirts and colored tights. I need this. No food is worth giving up this dream. I cannot let my body grow old. I must keep it small!
I have my husband moved out of our walk-in closet and it shall be my sanctuary. I'm going to go though all my clothes and get rid of all the big fat ugly t-shirts and such things that are big on me now. I have no reason for those - I will not grow to fit them and I do not deserve their comfort! On the walls I will plaster my pictures from magazines and the Internet. Thinspo. Once we move I hope to have a large closet where I'll paint the walls PINK. It will be mine.
I do not want to be old. I want cheerios and bath time. I want Barbie Dolls and tea parties. I will not eat. 'Eat Me', no thanks!!! I am not taking that road into wonderland. I'm going to ride my white horse into the kingdom through the back gate - not down the rabbit hole. Who will see me coming? Who will notice me? Here I come....
I have my husband moved out of our walk-in closet and it shall be my sanctuary. I'm going to go though all my clothes and get rid of all the big fat ugly t-shirts and such things that are big on me now. I have no reason for those - I will not grow to fit them and I do not deserve their comfort! On the walls I will plaster my pictures from magazines and the Internet. Thinspo. Once we move I hope to have a large closet where I'll paint the walls PINK. It will be mine.
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