Yesterday...My Troubles Seemed So Far Away.

I did better yesterday than the day before. My calorie intake was down by about 100.

I woke up really early this morning and thought about the days I would go for a long walk in the fresh dew - but, ever since I talked to T yesterday I am 100% freaked out and scared of her boyfriend and thus trapped inside my home and fat until I figure out a solution. I hate feeling trapped. I'm so frightened. I wonder how rational I'm being.